Today I woke up with a sore throat. I'm hoping it doesn't turn into strep, since that's been going around lately. In addition I've had a screaming headache all day. I tried to take a nap thinking that might help, but didn't feel rested at all, and if anything felt worse off. So the past couple days have just been off. If anything it has pushed me closer to the Lord. I've felt a distance these past couple days and I've been struggling to keep my focus on Him. The times when I feel loneliest are usually the times when I pursue the Lord even harder, but these two days have really been hard. With the test situation, and feeling sick, plus just being perpetually exhausted and busy, it all has just hit me hard. I keep reminding myself that the Lord will never give me more than I can handle. He knows me and He knows my heart better than even I know myself. I trust Him, but I feel like I've been under spiritual warfare this week.
I'm sure the days will get better, it's just been one of those days...twice in a row.
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